I love this one person, I mean she means more to me than life ! I don't know what to do, my whole being pumps blood infused with loving her. I would run through the abyss for her. I'm not good at showing it though. This weekend is gonna be crazy. I don't know it just will be.
I know one thing for sure, nothing is impossible with God. Everyday I pray for a miracle. Everyday I will.
I dunno, today I ramble, well haha guess talking to myself. hm, that's why I write, Life is an amazing adventure.
What is it about life ? Why do we think we have all the answers? Each day I learn something new, something I didn't know before, I just pray I grow from it rather than not.
How do I show what I want to say ? My mind runs through with all these ideas and thoughts, mainly of her, how i want to explore the world and experience so much with her. I pray, always. Man, i need a break, the people here are stressing me out. I'm tryin to relax and it's like one thing keeps hitting. Took a physical fitness test, wow, it went great, praise God, want to share it with her, yet it seems she wants nothing to do with me.
Not only that, but want to share something else, hm, something sacred to me. Maybe, maybe someday.
This world is not cool, each day I get to look at news and so much hurt, so much.
Wow, rambling, I dunno what to do, my internet ran out so I have even less time to write. plus the random 10 times electricity runs out. Guess have to get it out while i can.
I pray for wisdom, yes, wisdom. I pray for a miracle. I'm so I dunno, so something today. I have not stopped crying, nor has my heart stopped hurting. I know what God can do and has done. Why is it so hard to believe at times?
I'm at war within myself. Help me God to do the right thing !
peace be with you.....:)
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