What is hardest for me is I can be negative or come off as such, so think I did it before, some stuff I'm thankful for:
-All the close calls with death and hate, I'm still alive
- Again, God loves me like nothing in the world
-Almost done with um, this work here
-I can hurt, cause means that I care.
-Forgiveness
-each new day to start something new
-I don't have all the answers
-God's Word
- Ability to read, write, and talk
-got all my limbs
- Love
-Growth
-sleep
- that no one has to do it on there own
-that I need help
-that what i have, might not be a ton, it can help others
-Haha, a few months ago the heat was INSANE! So when i got up today at like hm, 3am, (no sleep, so much on mind, heart, tears, prayers, wow, too much to write, another day, haven't slept too well, and my um, small pillow is messed up, another time maybe) back to it, and dragged myself to get ready for physical training test (so glad passed Thank God!, Hallelujah, failed first one) I walked outside and people were complaining on how cold it was, wow, it felt exhilarating! Not cold, it was beautiful. So, thankful for the change of weather, the seasons.
Oh God, miracles are yours! Please, the heal all the stuff talked to you about, make a miracle! Please, you know the craziness of life.....
Help me to not try and change your will or way, but that the way I go changes to YOUR WILL and WAY !
wow, keep thinking of stuff, but really have to go now, partly cause I have to use the um, port o potty (haha no toilets, hm, I be thankful too when i get to use a real one....though they get cleaned everyday , lots of people here and well, enough said....) Haha, wow, i remember when they couldn't clean em everyday, wow, wow, I'm thankful they do it everyday so far . :)
anyways, well, dan, (and anyone who reads this if you are out there, I hope you are encouraged or something of the sort), think time to shut off the brain (and hit the latrine!) .
Peace.....:)
A.E.E. te quiero con todo mi corazon
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