Monday, January 24, 2011

NO NOT TODAY!

Today is another day. Nice and early wake up. Much better than yesterday waking up.....or not.  Back to the grind, or something like it. I don't know what to say today, Dan. Oh, yeah, racquetball. Well, you think you got some skills then you play today. haha, I have fun playing racquetball with one guy, I beat him a lot, say for every 7 games we play i win at least 4 sometimes more. So of course got some pride in that. Well, haha, played today doubles, and then singles with new people.....wow, I'm insignificant. These people were tossing it like an inch from the ground, a kazillion miles an hr! :( yeah, pride went from "ya I can hang" to ...." um, I'm gonna go crying the corner"
Haha, well now I laugh about it, case it is funny. Ain't that what life is all about? Thinking how "good I can do this" " I deserve this" to "um, wow, i got a lot to learn" "hm, maybe I need some more work on this"
Yeah, I have lots to learn playing racquetball. I took less pride and more fun playing my racquetball partner, I realized again just how much fun it was to just play for those few minutes. Winning is not getting a greater score, it's scoring greater with what you have. this is neither just positive or negative, in that, you don't score greater just because you "score more " in life, nor is it " you lose more" so you have greater in that,; it's realizing how great it was to go through it, though you may have been humbled (I sure was, maybe creamed to a pulp more like it)  or been raised up ( acknowledged or recognized for something) , and the lesson you learned.

Paul put it as this in words in Philippians 4:11 I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. 12 I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. 13 I can do all this through him who gives me strength.


My heart goes out to those who are as i, still learning this lesson in ways not imagined. May the strength of God and comfort and mercy shine on us.

I'm thankful that I have clothes, that the weather got warm, that I can pray without ridicule (most of the time), and that God loves us more than we love ourselves and each other.

(please God be with us. Be with Her and her family, i pray a miracle, that you are the #1 and the truth is shown. Trust in you over all. Protection and strength. Thank you for all you do and are. Forgive us and help us show true Love as you tell us. Thank you again for puttin gup with us and glory and praise be given. Sorry I mess up, everyday, accept thsi simple wretched creature, and thank you for listening though don't always liek the answers....:( sorry)

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