Oh, God, merciful one ! My heart still longs for her. I praise your name Father cause that is what it should be.
It hasn't changed, only intensified. Thank you for that. How long will you put up with us?
It seems everyday we fail at something, yet You still want us. Why is it that those professing your name, can not do the same?
I pray, I beg so dearly, for something, I just don't know what. I beg to stop trying to argue with You. What You say is what IS, not up to debate.
It isn't faith if I see it, it isn't faith as YOU want if it is based on one's knowledge and understanding and own desires/ design.
Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
1 Cor. 3:18-21 18 ¶ Let no man deceive himself. If any man among you seemeth to be wise in this world, let him become a fool, that he may be wise.
19 For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God. For it is written, He taketh the wise in their own craftiness.
20 And again, The Lord knoweth the thoughts of the wise, that they are vain.
21 ¶ Therefore let no man glory in men.
Alas, may our hearts and minds become as sharp as razors, sharpened by Your Word . In Jesus' Name Amen .
Thank you for this day, for You allowed me to speak of the faith.
I'm kinda um, weirded out, cause you see, today, well today I was told I was a cruel and sick.
Hm, why? Well, cause Jesus died and how that made me happy. Um, well, I didn't see that, but to believers, it was a sad, yes, but amazing thing, cause a couple days later, Jesus rose.
The New Covenant was in gear! Thank You an donly you for getting my lazy bum up and not letting the issue drop. Heck, maybe it meant nothing to them, but at least they heard,
that You rose and that You gave nmew freedom by the death , burial and resurrection.
Thank You only, for the fact that somewhere , no, that You sharpened my mind (cause it is dull, so it Had to be YOU Father), about how the easter bunny and eggs and all that has no place in this.
How the heck did You pull out that info on where that stuff came from? I mean. God in heaven, how long has it been since that info was even brought to mind? I dunno, but Your Word got out and maybe it is a seed that
others will water. Til we part or leave, may You use me to plant or water seeds in them, hehe, I don't want to tell em, but I see that they are not as wacko as before. For all my errors in handling things, God,
something of You is affecting them, cause i'm a wreck.
Well, thank You God fo rforgiveness may it be given within one another, in the way you tell us. I don't see it other htan words being said then thrown away. this is not right Father, oh please, I need You,
PLEASE , Please , give me an idea of what you are doing about that thing on my heart constantly, the whole i guess thing with Her and I and the sins of our hearts. Truth lies not in what one wants, but in what YOU want,
for each day I know that I don't want to do one thing or another, yet You compel me. I'm sorry for all the arguing. thank you for putting up with it, may your forgiveness wash over us.
Please how do I lead one to You ? Or am i just a planter or waterer or just I dunno.
Well, God, today, was not a loss,wish I could talk to her and share with her, maybe it would encourage her. if anyone reads it, may they beencouraged also. I pray for Ruth, where is she? Why did she just run off again? well all of them?
Help Carla, and her husband, save their souls like you saved and gave Phoenix a heart. Be with the Mays, they need your help, always. Be with A.E.E. and the whole family. I pray the refining of fire, that we get
up after each fall and lean on You not men. Reconciliation I beg! To You and each other. Your will be done. In Jesus' name.
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