I don't know what to do. I want to help her, i want to be with her, i want to love her and show it. But what can I do? Anyone? No one holds my heart like her. I see some beauty which i can never explain. I see such pain which only God cna heal.
WHat is the problem? let me in.
Alas it is easier to say than to do, focus is lost so many times in words. Instead of admitting to oneself or throwing oneself off, we fall into ourselves and lose our way.
I see such beauty, a willingness to want to do right. I see loss, in self and in vision. I see fear, running, hiding. I see complacency, a diversion to the fight.
Oh God, in all things, heal us, I love her so much, I want her to be strong and be there for her. You alone can make it happen, soften our hearts, open our eyes. Carry us when we want to or do give up and fall. I fall all the time, help my scuffed up arms and legs, heal, rebuke in your word. Please give me another chance, with the woman of my heart. Always on my heart, mind and prayers. It feels like a chasm of emptiness. I know you put her there and I there, please make a miracle. YOur will be done, your word be followed, our understanding put to dung, and your strength remove our pride and blindness. Please father, friend and protector. Please, oh Please, I beg of you. Grow that love which was and i believe is still there, overcome the pain and show the way. Please. PLEASE. This heart and soul I beg for renewal and miracle. Open up the heart. Heal her, help her, guide her, pour out mercy and love. I beg of you. My life for hers in a heart beat.
Hear my pleas, the tears, the pain, you overcame death and Satan, please this is like childs play for you. :) THank you for listening. I just don't know how or what to do.
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