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Waste away 
I'm crawling blind
followed by what I left inside 
For you, just you 
I'm caught in place
But I ignore what I can't erase 

I will run and hide till memories fade away
And I will leave behind a love so strong

Close my eyes theses voices say 
Haunting me, I can't escape 
For you, just you 
Time will always wait 
While I throw away what I can't replace

I will run and hide till memories fade away 
And I will leave behind a love so strong [x2]

I will run and hide!
And I will leave behind!

I will run and hide till memories fade away 
And I will leave behind a love so strong!

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I for one wish some memories would fade from some people's minds and definitely my own. What helps fade it away? Anger? NO NOT AT ALL. Hate? NO. these things just change how one looks at it. Love? Hm, maybe? 
I know I mess up and I want people to love me enought to forgive me my mess ups and also to see what is there of good and not focus on the bad. Anger has never helped in that sense, hate even less so. In fact, many troubles and pain I have and do cause are from anger...... Crud I'm sorry AE (S?), I'm beyond sorrowful for my lack of expression in positive. to the day my last breath I will be sorry and I love you still.  

To family, I'm a moron, not so smart or good. Not strong but weak. and I'm sorry. But what makes memories fade? If you focus on love, you learn that though the memories may not leave, they fade, Love conquers them. 
Leave behind love stronger than the most acidic sarcasm or anger or hate or jealousy or sadness and it will fade , if I have to hide behind anything, OH GOD help me hide behind love, even in it's simplest form. 


To God be the gory forever and ever. Til my last breath.