Doing the right thing or following the "right" path doesn't make for good or um, maybe expected " good" outcomes.
I have Been trying to be patient for over a month..... Today I. Almost lost it in front of people. 1 darn month of trying to listen to superiors and follow what they say and such. ONE MONTH, and today I realized or it came upon that all the work was just thrown out the window. Others are doing the same thing and they go around things, and they get ahead.
I ts frustrating..... So I hold it inside and it builds, the frustration, the annoyance of having to rely on others and then they just tear you apart and act like "well it doesn't affect me so to heck with it" . No I have done the same thing, not elevating myself, it's just I tried doing the right way and it just was nothing in the end..... So now, I have to start over. Grrr to paperwork.
No, the path least traveled seems to bring more sorrow then joy, seems to bring more work and questions then answers..... Why is that ? It seems like a failed week, now it brings a consequence not only to me but those around, even across the states. Alas for that, what does one do? Should one become a fox? Or a weasel and break listening and be insubordinate?
I don't know..... I just don't , it seems that doing that I s wrong, but is there right and wrong..... Or is there circumstance and then "right" or "wrong ?
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