He's dead....

What is living?

liv·ing

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adjective

1.

having life;  being alive; not dead: living persons.

2.

in actual existence or use; extant: living languages.

3.

active or thriving; vigorous; strong: a living faith.

4.

burning or glowing, as a coal.

5.

flowing freely, as water.

 

Dan is dead, he is no longer in use or active or thriving...... I killed him. Whatever he was, is no longer important because he is dead. NO more is there a guy who will go out of his way for anyone. Why should he? No more helping anyone. Why should he? No more caring or anything. It's the truth when people tell you that "nice guys finish last" . Rather to be a loud, obnoxious, prideful son of a .....

Where has anything gotten me? Friends, ha, only when they can get something or need something. Who cares if one does their job, it's not good enough or you are nothing cause you are not making a big show of it.  

Love, is a lie then, because it is based on emotion, not anything more. Look at all the news, studies, churches.....there is no committment, there is nothing. The louder one is the more you get by. 

Case and point? Almost 2 months working on one simple thing, doing the right things, the right way, right paperwork, and what? 3x others have lost papers, once in less than 24hrs, patient, listening, tryin to do the right. Forget that, as soon as I started being forceful on it, demanding and went around the "rules" (which are a joke anyways) I get somewhere. what was not done in 2 months is being done in 2 days. No longer will I work my backside off, trying to do my job the best i can, where did it get me? Nowhere.... as soon as I started just doing my own thing, I started getting accolades, the louder and more imperative, the more things got done. The more patience, the more people walk all over you. 

Truth, honesty, Love, committment, faith.... words dying each day, because they have no meaning anymore. It is all relative. Whatever one wants it to mean. So you die Dan, because it doesn't actually work. everyone is gonna walk out on you and step over you and when you make mistakes, then they find the excuse to leave, because it is nothing but words we use. No duty, no honor, nothing. So good bye dan, you will be and have been forgotten. God? who is that? relative isn't it? God is this and this, but to "jane doe" he is this and this, and "john doe" this and this. So, good bye.