Break me down- RED

A long day alone
Emptiness is so real
Never having peace of mind
Running from what I can't see
And there is nowhere left to hide
Turn and face these empty eyes
All alone, heart untold
Trying to find

Break me down replace this fear inside
Take this nothingness from me
I want to find
I want to shine
I want to rise
Break me down

I try to find myself
I find the stranger trapped inside
And I'll take one more step away
From the face I used to recognize
Familiar shadows closing in
Suffocating fear descends
It comes alive, uncovered eyes

I'm trying to find
Break me down replace this fear inside
Take this nothingness from me
I want to find
I want to shine
I want to rise
Break me down

Replace this fear inside
Take this nothingness from me
I want to find
I want to shine
I want to rise
Break me down

Break me down
I want to find
I want to shine
I want to rise
Break me down [repeat]

Break me!


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Who is it that we really are? Are we running from ourselves? Do we recognize the changes within? Do we care? The way to rise and shine is not by me, the way to fall is in us, by us. Fear from others and to others, the hate, anger, inability to forgive, to admit wrong...... That becomes us. Do you know the stranger inside of you ? Do you just accept it or do you ask to be saved, more so to break it down. Why is there division, fighting, and so much pain? We refuse to face things and realize we need to be broken down. Oh GOD, what is going on?! Who is this stranger in me?! Why are we holding on to that and instead of fighting the sin, looking to fight each other and dividing? Please , on my face I beg for reconciliation! I cry and scream in the dark! Unworthy are we, yet I beg for there has to be a way. My sin is great, yet omnipotence are YOU, surely there is a way. Weakness am I, trength must be YOURS.
I got nothing HOLY ONE, please, it is a downward spiral with worthless "Now" indulgence, BREAK US DOWN!

(NET) 1 Samuel 16:7 But the LORD said to Samuel, "Don't be impressed by his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. God does not view things the way men do. People look on the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart."

Psalms 119:105-108
NUN
105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet,

and a light unto my path.

106 I have sworn, and I will perform it,

that I will keep thy righteous judgments.

107 I am afflicted very much:

quicken me, O Lord, according unto thy word.

108 Accept, I beseech thee, the freewill offerings of my mouth, O Lord,

and teach me thy judgments.

Psalms 141:3-5
3 Set a watch, O Lord, before my mouth;

keep the door of my lips.

4 Incline not my heart to any evil thing,

to practise wicked works with men that work iniquity:

and let me not eat of their dainties.


5 Let the righteous smite me; it shall be a kindness:

and let him reprove me; it shall be an excellent oil,

Please, GOD, i do thank YOU for this day, its just that loneliness and fear and sin darken it. I beg from YOUR boundless stores of love and deeper than the ocean mercy and grace, be still with her and I dunno what else to ask or specify, protect hold and guide her as well as those we love, more so help this unweakness within me. Is there any chance or did I blow it away? SELAH -

which shall not break my head:

for yet my prayer also shall be in their calamities.