Hm first of all, Thank you David H. for your comment, I almost forgot people read this , and I can honestly say I have been reading over and over the comment and appreciate it and it makes me think, such as every day since I have read it. :) I have to veg on it and I will actually say something on it, thankyou greatly... if you read this that is... :D
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Now back to the sponsored program......
God in heaven, Holy is your name and worthy of , well, worthy of better words than we can make up or think. Crud, how do you put up with me? Like cartoons, why don't you strike me dead? Gosh, I stink at life. No, its not Your fault, feels , seems like I'm a step behind. By now shouldn't I be not doubting You?
amen.......
Well, God, thank You that i heard from her, it made my day. I'm glad she is well, so very glad. I'm asking (yup greedy huh) for her to be strengthened each day and that the church fam she is with is true to what You want and challenges her and encourages her in Love. May Your healing comforting hand always protect her n her family. Gosh I miss her,maybe I'll hear from her again someday. What to do God? Help my mom not go back into hosp. and my dad to shine through to Abuelo, before it's too late. I stink at this God, I'm no good at keeping up with people.
I don't know God, does Your forgiveness ever have a stop point? Is it ever to late to turn back? My mistakes are like acid, to the soul..... is there a point where the acid eats away and there is no more base? No more to work on? Where Your face must turn away?
Holy One, I'm an nothing without You. No family, no friends, no spouse, no child, nothing is fulfillment like You. Truly the most wealthy, family oriented man is nothing but an empty vessel, may look good and beautiful on the outside, but inside nothing......
Oh God, i don't even know if I'm making sense, one moment I think it does, the next my mind is slamming with so many things: What is nice and moral vs what You would have me do? Or knowing vs doing? dang and everyday i long for her, through the day, randomly or something triggers a mental image or something.
Whoa, God, I'm rambling again. I need to slow down, mind running 50 million miles a sec. breath...... breath..... I should go, and I will. Nothing is as it seems.
I know these words, now make them real! I beg of this......
Oh God, i end on the note i started, Thank You for it all, and forgive please these failures, protect the family, be with her and perhaps one day gosh I want to believe one day we may start again or something. there has to be a reason for...... anyhow, Oh God, I beg that if my life were better to be ended just so one may be added, then let it be so. Glory, Honor and power is Yours. Thank You til the end.
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Now back to the sponsored program......
God in heaven, Holy is your name and worthy of , well, worthy of better words than we can make up or think. Crud, how do you put up with me? Like cartoons, why don't you strike me dead? Gosh, I stink at life. No, its not Your fault, feels , seems like I'm a step behind. By now shouldn't I be not doubting You?
amen.......
Well, God, thank You that i heard from her, it made my day. I'm glad she is well, so very glad. I'm asking (yup greedy huh) for her to be strengthened each day and that the church fam she is with is true to what You want and challenges her and encourages her in Love. May Your healing comforting hand always protect her n her family. Gosh I miss her,maybe I'll hear from her again someday. What to do God? Help my mom not go back into hosp. and my dad to shine through to Abuelo, before it's too late. I stink at this God, I'm no good at keeping up with people.
I don't know God, does Your forgiveness ever have a stop point? Is it ever to late to turn back? My mistakes are like acid, to the soul..... is there a point where the acid eats away and there is no more base? No more to work on? Where Your face must turn away?
Holy One, I'm an nothing without You. No family, no friends, no spouse, no child, nothing is fulfillment like You. Truly the most wealthy, family oriented man is nothing but an empty vessel, may look good and beautiful on the outside, but inside nothing......
Oh God, i don't even know if I'm making sense, one moment I think it does, the next my mind is slamming with so many things: What is nice and moral vs what You would have me do? Or knowing vs doing? dang and everyday i long for her, through the day, randomly or something triggers a mental image or something.
Whoa, God, I'm rambling again. I need to slow down, mind running 50 million miles a sec. breath...... breath..... I should go, and I will. Nothing is as it seems.
I know these words, now make them real! I beg of this......
Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but
test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false
prophets have gone out into the world.
1 John 4:1Oh God, i end on the note i started, Thank You for it all, and forgive please these failures, protect the family, be with her and perhaps one day gosh I want to believe one day we may start again or something. there has to be a reason for...... anyhow, Oh God, I beg that if my life were better to be ended just so one may be added, then let it be so. Glory, Honor and power is Yours. Thank You til the end.
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