Well dan, u write today. It is easy to do the easy thing, after a while you just do it without thinking. Like how easy itis to just put up a quote/ saying and wham, post for the day.
That is how I can be as a christian, good stuff happens, good christian, bad stuff, bad Christian. Or not searching intently for truth, God's truth, not just what makes me feel good or what others say is good. I made a committment to God, why then am I struggling so much to keep it? Because it breaks my heart what is going on, because the training in this lifeis not about doing good, it's about feeling good. This is totally against God. But it seems so right, "God wants me to be happy" , yes, in Him no matter what. But we train ourselves that if something doesn't feel good or look good, we have to get away from it. Through our struggles do we find out what we are made of and how much we truly believe. Through the fire do we become refined, do we find out what really drives us.
On another note, I love her, this fire or trial does not decrease that at all. I just wish I knew what to do. A.E. E., please.
Oh God why? Is there no comfort? Your Word is true, either I believe it as it says or not. I can't take what I want and add or ignore to make it make "more adaptable", or just "easier". Please, need a miracle. Please.
Thank You.
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