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Well, Dan, you think you are doing ok and then you fall back in it.  Dang, your kryptonite is vanilla.... probably why you breath through your mouth at the mall. Well, walking back from the store to my little room, and as I'm walking through one of the parking lots I cut through and what do I smell.... Vanilla.

Now whenever I have used to smell vanilla, I just close my eyes and it is like euphoria. Then I met her...... well, today I closed my eyes and I saw her. An old memory, happy memory, of a picture.... um walking back from a field where we walked Luke (a dog). and she wrapped arms around me and My goofy smile and her beautiful one. Shortly before I left. I don't know how to feel. I  mean I know how I do, but wow, it almost brought me to my knees. Vanilla good smell......

 OK guess random me is done.  Hm, got that missing feeling. Guess I just gotta get over it.... miss.... nvm.

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