Wow, sometimes it seems that nothing on this earth is sane. Many wake up and get ready for work. We shower, dress, grab a bite, a coffee , donut, bagel, or something. Then off to work. Then back home, doing whatever it is we do then. How many times, though, do we stop and look at what we are doing? Why am I working? Why am I doing what I'm doing? Is this my life work, sleep, eat, repeat?
Sure, people go to "church" and do "church stuff" and do "good stuff" . Yet, what is it we are really doing?
Are we waking up thanking GOD for another night and morning of life? Do we have a constant dialogue with GOD? Are our words interlaced with building people up? Or is our life empty ?
Deuteronomy 11: 18-23
18 Fix these words of mine in your hearts and minds; tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. 19 Teach them to your children, talking about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. 20 Write them on the doorframes of your houses and on your gates, 21 so that your days and the days of your children may be many in the land the Lord swore to give your ancestors, as many as the days that the heavens are above the earth.
22 If you carefully observe all these commands I am giving you to follow—to love the Lord your God, to walk in obedience to him and to hold fast to him— 23 then the Lord will drive out all these nations before you, and you will dispossess nations larger and stronger than you.
I believe, we get so caught up in our desires, we forget that as Christians we have one thing to interlace our lives in. when I say lives, it isn't when I wake up and when people see me or I'm "visible" to others. It is a constant like breathing. This is true work. The payment for this is much greater than our jobs now. Sure, don't quit working. Not even close. What I mean, is the true work is the work that is done, inside, outside, and all around. 24hrs a day..... everyday.....
May the Peace and power of GOD help you meet this.
Peace, Love, Strength,Blessings, and Guidance
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I haven't written in a while, Dan. Don't know what to tell you. You gotta try harder.
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Prayer
Ah, well, GOD, it's me again. Yeah. I have been around, but not in YOU. Not enough talking to YOU. IT's so easy to let Satan smokescreen our lives. "Yeah, you aren't killing anyone right? You went to church Sunday whoopty doo for you. You don't throw things or slam walls. You have less anger issues." " you aren't as bad as you were before. See, you are good now....."
GOD, I'm not good! Anything "good" I do, well it's only due to YOUR ability and not giving up on me. I'm just me..... like Paul states about not looking back but going towards the goal..... it's a constant race, not just one where BOOM i'm done now. Oh how I fail you.....
I'm sorry. Help me let go and stop trying to do things on my own. Thank you for those put in my life in order to show me that there is always work to do on myself and I can still be a help to others.
I pray for my parents, they have struggles, but they never seem to let it get to them because they rely on YOU. I pray for their struggles to lessen. For Sam's parents that her mom and step dad and res tof family were sowed with her love and committment to YOU. Shoot, she made them pray at dinner, something i have not seen her do before. Very humbling. I pray for her whole family.
I pray for Zelda, goodness she scares me. I have no idea what I'm doing and I don't want her to make the same mistakes I made. May YOUR light shine through us to her as she grows.
I also, pray for work, it seems so different. I don't know what i'm doing, and I'm scared I'm going to mess things up.
I pray for Andrea's family, all of them. Parents, siblings, spouse, everyone. Never will my heart not have love. Maybe one day we will meet again.
I thank YOU for life. For another day of seeing how awesome and powerful YOU are. Please, give us strength to do all that is needed. SO many lights have been dimmed in this world, due to our loss of committment. Light up the heavens with YOUR love.
In YOUR SON"s name I ask these things. Amen.